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I'M OUT!
For the 1st time in 3 weeks...
Civilian world feels like parade to me now
Indeed ocs is really different from bmt
Its juz like GP n KI...
I seriously doubt if i can the survive thru everything
Am i cut off to become an officer?
Esp wif strong regimentation n discipline
I doubt if i'll make it
The past 3 weeks have been emo
Every morn when the alarm clock rang
I wake up and ask myself
Y am i here?
Wad's so good about ocs?
Is it really worth it?
Maybe i'm tinking too much
but a cadet's life is really like shit
But u can't expect it to be any better wad
I knew ocs would be different from anything
But i dunno if i can take it
Cos i've never been like that before
Seeing my parents come n go during parent's visit
I held back my tears when they got up the bus
I learnt to treasure my family now really
Cos i didn't really care much about them last time
I learnt to appreciate n cherish quality time spent wif family n frens
They are really important to me now...
For once i admit i need pillars of support to help me get thru this period
Of course, there's always the easy way out
But since i've made the choice
why be a loser n backed out?
I'M AM AN OFFICER CADET!
9 months later at the commissioning parade
wait for me?
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.:Vince left his dream on 8:41 AM:.
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