::"We are officer cadets of ocs
To inspire us onwards as officers-to-be
We now state with reverance and respect
The officer's creed.

I'm an officer of the singapore armed forces
My duty is to lead, to excel, and to overcome
I lead my men by example.
I answer for their training, morale, and discipline
I mus excel in everything i do
I serve with pride, honour and integrity
I'll overcome adversity with courage, fortitude and determination
I dedicate my LIFE to Singapore!"

Home never felt so sweet before...

Came back for 小黄城 yesterday
Its been a while since i went back to school
And really envy life as a student
Seeing all the crap and the fools our juniors did
kinda remind me of the days when i was like them
no worries no nothing
no army no regimentation
so carefree and relaxed
I should have treasure more of my time here, really

yay next week got labour day
1 day off
It might be short, but every second of life as a cilivian is precious!

Feel very proud and happy yesterday after cleaning the whole toilet
It was GOOD, yes G~O~O~D!!
A great sense of accomplishment!
:)::

.:Vince left his dream on 12:35 AM:.
...
::1 full month of ocs has juz gone
another 8 more months left to go...

Supposed to book out on fri night this wk
but ended coming out on sat afternoon due to our own incompetencies
but heck, at least we can come out right?
Although the time out is never enough
since when is book out time enough one
Even if u give me one whole wk of rest now
i wld still grumble on...

The pace of training here is really fast n tough
but then it can be a good thing
cos time seem to pass much faster
at least tt's wad i hope...
Jus get on n endure thru the remaining of the yr
and life wld be so much better frm then on

At least our platoon looks to be gelling now
the 2 man bunk system is really damn anti-social
how i wish i can go back to my 12 men falcon bunk
where we could juz tok cock n kill time

3 more wks before my torturous 12-day field camp starts
the last day of which falls on my bday
wonder how shag will i be then
Will i even rmb my bday?
It'll juz be any normal day ba

Hey its xiao huangcheng next sat!
Excited! Something to look forward to!
Something that will motivate me to endure thru yet another wk
Haven seen the huangcheng dudes n dudettes for a really long time
Esp wif ppl like yunzhou, ruixiong, karweng n leeheng starting their ns journey alr
wonder how much hav they changed...
Or rather how much hav i changed?::

.:Vince left his dream on 1:43 PM:.
...
::I'M OUT!
For the 1st time in 3 weeks...
Civilian world feels like parade to me now
Indeed ocs is really different from bmt
Its juz like GP n KI...

I seriously doubt if i can the survive thru everything
Am i cut off to become an officer?
Esp wif strong regimentation n discipline
I doubt if i'll make it
The past 3 weeks have been emo

Every morn when the alarm clock rang
I wake up and ask myself
Y am i here?
Wad's so good about ocs?
Is it really worth it?

Maybe i'm tinking too much
but a cadet's life is really like shit
But u can't expect it to be any better wad
I knew ocs would be different from anything
But i dunno if i can take it
Cos i've never been like that before

Seeing my parents come n go during parent's visit
I held back my tears when they got up the bus
I learnt to treasure my family now really
Cos i didn't really care much about them last time
I learnt to appreciate n cherish quality time spent wif family n frens
They are really important to me now...
For once i admit i need pillars of support to help me get thru this period

Of course, there's always the easy way out
But since i've made the choice
why be a loser n backed out?

I'M AM AN OFFICER CADET!

9 months later at the commissioning parade
wait for me?::

.:Vince left his dream on 8:41 AM:.
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