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I seriously dunno wad is happening to my life these days. Everything seems to be in a complete mess. And I dun feel like doing anything at all…
Maybe its because of the post-huangcheng blues, maybe I’ve still not recovered from that. It’s true that I really miss the good old days in huangcheng, the fun and crazy times and also the moments of despair, anguish and sadness…I really dun mind doing everything all over again if its possible.
Maybe I’m juz not able to face up to reality and still living in the past, or worse, running away from reality. In a state of denial...
Looks like my block tests are really screwed up, even before it has started. I TRIED to mug, but it doesn’t seem to be working. Nothing seems to get inside my mind these days. Staying at national library from morning till night doesn’t work as well. Maybe I’m still not in a proper state of mind to mug. I’ve totally given up on it…no way I’ll pass with my current situation…I never thought I can do well anyway...
Maybe everything’s juz part of life, and life sux, seriously...
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.:Vince left his dream on 7:18 PM:.
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